Wow so much of life has changed since I participated in FAWM 2 years ago. i Used to go as Belferd port however due to some unfortunate circumstances have changed my name to IraFerd/FerdsFacade (i Referred) which is a blend of my mothers maiden name and my last name. (i make crappy youtube videos under the same name ;) ;)

this fawm came to mind on the 29th of jan, when i started to write the layout of an album i had come up with while visiting a friend i hadnt seen in 12 years in my beautiful country New Zealand. (26th-29th jan so i think its okay to do it for fawm) i only have rough ideas of the layout and the story i want to tell nothing solid yet... I struggle deeply with lots of addictions. I have very addictive personality. This album is a storyline which basically is about my struggle with addictions and attempts to overcome it, my failuresm, the lessons the new attempts etc. (paraphernalia/lovelust/instant gratification) but by soft mention its not about the addictions its about the journey. i want this album to be vague enough that anyone with addiction problems can relate, however specific enough to real struggles that people actually will relate. i however will be making these songs the truest expression of my self. so its not going to be for everyone. at the end of the day I would just like to get this out of my head on to paper and work on it till the 13/06/25 my friends birthday which is when i would like to try and release the album.

I absolutely want your harshest truths whether you love it or hate it. I WANT TO IMPROVE ON WHAT I MAKE and though the kindness truly fills my heart its the honesty that will form me into a better artist. so go hard my feelings are non existent (unless your that one friend that i love so so so so dearly)