Slowly Sinking Down

by @daveyboy103

Liner Notes

Not sure if you ever had a loved one suffering from PTSD but if you have you know how horrible that can be for them and for the people who love them.

For the sufferer the experiences they are feeling are very real and happening to them right now and it is totally debilitating.

This song is an attempt to describe that that is like as much as I can not having suffered from this myself. But a close loved one has and it was a very horrible situation.

Thankfully she is through the other side not thanks to the amazing EMDR therapy and while not fully back she is well on her way.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_movement_desensitization_and_reprocessing

Production note. If you listen on headphones the discordant notes on the left ear juxtaposed with the guitar solo in the right is intentional to add a sonic hint to the mental turmoil of the sufferer

#ptsd #dark #ballad

Lyrics

I’m slowly sinking down
There are things you can’t see, but they are real to me
I feel them in my soul and they won’t let me out

The sides on the cell, are smooth as hell
And there’s no grip for me
No purchase to be found

Help me, throw down a rope to me, save my soul
And pull me out of here
It’s real, as real as can be, even though you cannot see

It’s devouring me, from the inside
I’m sinking down, I’m sinking down
Devouring me, from the inside
Sinking down, save me now

Is there no escape for me,
I cannot see my way out, of fear and doubt
Have a stranglehold on my soul and they won’t set me free

The sides on the cell, are smooth as hell
And there’s no grip for me
No purchase to be found

Help me, throw down a rope to me, save my soul
And pull me out of here
It’s real as real as can be, even though you cannot see

It is devouring me, from the inside
I’m sinking down, I’m sinking down
Devouring me, from the inside
Sinking down, save me now

Comments

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Others have covered the PTSD angle well. I just wanted to add that the music and production in this are gorgeous. Love the lush wash of reverb. Excellent stuff.
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Wow! This is so full of heartfelt emotion - the vulnerability and pain are palpable in the lyrics and vocal delivery. Very powerful expression of PTSD. And the music, with its dissonant elements and the swirly kind of layers is really effective to amplify the sentiment of the song. One of the best of your great songs!
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Wonderful musical interpretation of your lived experience. Awesome guitar everywhere - and that synth/lead guitar really does interject itself in a distracting, unexpected and insistent way which sounds very much like what you described your love one endured. So glad they are on a healing journey. Great ending - the slow fade and how it lingers makes me think of how it stays with you. What an impactful song!
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my wife suffered frm her aftert wo years on the front line fighting covid and losing as many lives as she saved. she never could describe her condition as well as you do in the song. she was too far gone to ask for help and it followed her to the grave.
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Strong lyrics indeed. The production trick with the left ear synth does add a layer of realness to the theme. It’s like an annoying bug that buzzes in your ear, distracting and disturbing from the beauty that could be enjoyed. I wish that said person to get out of that miserable feeling soon and appreciate you taking part in the struggle.
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